Look to this day!
For it is life, the very life of life.
For yesterday is but a dream.
And tomorrow is only a vision.
But today well lived makes
every yesterday a dream of happiness
and every tomorrow a vision of hope.
Look well, therefore, to this day!
Such is the salutation of the dawn.

Friday, August 22, 2014

How Hard Is It?


Have you ever wondered what those numbers on the Tour de France profiles are all about? I mean the ones at the top of the climbs. We know they indicate the difficulty, but just how did they or do they decide what number to put on the climb? Here's a category decoder I found in Bicycling magazine and thought I'd share with you.

According to European cycling tradition, climbs fall into four categories based on their difficulty; a fifth, "hors categorie" (above category), is reserved for the most difficult routes. Here's the breakdown:

CAT 4: These easier climbs have average grades of 2 to 3 percent over 3 miles, or up to 5 percent for climbs shorter than a mile;
CAT 3: Climbs with grades that average less than 5 percent over 6 miles or much shorter ascents up to 10 percent;
CAT 2: Ascents up to 4 percent over 9 miles or with an 8-percent grade over 3 miles;
CAT 1: Climbs up to 12 miles long at 5 percent or 5-mile pitches at up to 8 percent;

HORS CATEGORIE: Average grades of 7 percent over at least 6 miles or 6-percent grades that span 15 miles or more

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Recent Activity

DATE                                6-Aug-14      16-Aug-14          19-Aug-14
Duration (min)                 0:15:04           0:15:04               0:15:04
Distance (km)                   6.818               5.7                       7.125
Ave Power                        142                  116                       150
Ave Speed (kph)             27.1               23.1                       28.1
Ave Heart Rate (bpm)      115                98                        110
Performance                    1.23                1.18                       *
Elev Gain                          0                     0                            0
Difficulty (%)                   80                   80                          100
Completed (%)                 59                  50                          50

* Why is this blank? Well, my lovely computer that is attached to the trainer decided it needed to restart about 30 seconds from the end of my training ride. So the other numbers for today are pretty well what I remember but Kathy had taken a picture of the screen a minute or so earlier. So I extrapolated. Except for this one, which I don't know how it is calculated. So I guess you have to take the whole thing with a grain of salt. I do think that I have improved over 16 August.

I'm my own rabbit. I have a pretty good idea what I did last time and try to beat those numbers. And I remember thinking "I'm doing better." So the numbers are pretty close.

The numbers on the 16th reflect a discussion I had with my neurologist. Well, actually the arterial neurologist, if that's a title. Since I've been actively seeing the neurologist, the question has been "why did I have a clot that caused a stroke? Where did it come from?" As I remember our discussion, most often clots come from one of two places. A tear in an artery or atrial fibrillation. They haven't been able to see evidence of any tears, so they think is atrial fibrillation. Tomorrow I go in to get some sort of the device that records my heart activity - a transportable EKG in a plastic sticker. If it proves that I have atrial fibrillation, the way that they would deal with it would be anticoagulant therapy. Big problem. I've got an AVM in my brain. Not a good idea to give anticoagulant therapy of the nature that they intend for arterial fibrillation to a person with that type of AVM.
So what to do? Doc says, "have you thought of gamma knife? I'd thought of it because I'd heard of it. And because of my history and what I'd been told before, I'd dismissed it. He wants me to think about it. I don't want to. What I've been told in the past is any type of surgery would leave me severely weakened on my right side or paralyzed on my right side. I'm already severely weakened on my left side. I don't want to add the right to it.
My first thought after our discussion was "I'm scared!" Then I thought, "I've had a good run. This is probably a good time to get a Do-Not-Resuscitate."

I'll keep doing what I've been doing, but it will be with a little bit higher risk. Not that this conversations or this decision is the last one. We'll have a lot more serious conversations. The doc and me.

So that's my report for this week. Talk at you later.

Wednesday, August 06, 2014

Regarding my decision…


Again, this was the same flat, distance driven, training exercise on an realaxiom trainer. I did the same course with a little bit of improvement.

                              August 6, 2014        August 4, 2014        July 28, 2014
Duration:                15: 04 min              15: 04 min              32: 59 min
Distance:                6.818 km                6.429 km                11.5 km
Average Power:      142                        133                         103
Average speed        27.1 kph                25.6 kph                 20.9 kph
Avg. heart rate:       115 bpm                115 bpm                 115 bpm
Performance:          1.23                       1.16                        0.9
Elevation gain:         0                           0                             0
Difficulty:               80%                       80%                        60%
Completion:            59%                       56%                       100%


So I guess I'll be doing this whenever I feel like it.

Quite a challenge...

I've heard a lot of talk about term limits for members of Congress. But how would that be accomplished? I had to admit to myself that I did not know how or if something desired by the citizenry of the United States but lacking in law could be put to the vote of the people. A national initiative process does not exist. We would need an amendment to the Constitution. Article V of the U.S. Constitution outlines how that is done. I found out that:
Congress could take on the legislation. Once passed the House and the Senate, the President could sign it into law.
OR
The legislatures of at least two-thirds of the states can call a national convention.
The amendment would then need to be ratified by either the legislatures or ratifying conventions of three-fourths of the states to become part of the Constitution. And that would be determined by Congress.
Yes , the legislatures of THREE FOURTHS of the states or THREE FOURTHS of state ratifying conventions. The method to be determined by members of Congress.
The problem that I see is that in order to limit the number of terms a member of Congress may be elected to, we have to rely on members of Congress to write a bill limiting their access to serve in Congress and all the perks that come with it. Can we really expect that to happen? Can we rely on the altruistic nature (if it exists) of members of Congress?
I know that there are those that are engaged in trying to make this (term limits) happen. And I salute them for their devotion to this quixotic challenge. Saluting as easy. But do I have the resolve to join their ranks? That's quite a challenge.


What I thought this morning…

I woke up this morning and thought "I want to get on my bike on the trainer." Then I remembered what I had written earlier. That I was going to work on the trainer each Monday. That meant I would have to forgo today's workout. However, at breakfast Kathy read me the article entitled "What is Neural Plasticity?" by Lucy Lazarony written on Jul 31 2014.
Here it is in its entirety (in italics) with some of my sometimes snide side remarks:
Look at your rehab program in a whole new way by understanding neural plasticity.
As a result of a stroke, connections in the brain, also called neural pathways, may be damaged. And this damage may interrupt the normal flow of signals within the brain and between the brain and other parts of the body.
Neural plasticity occurs when a new neural pathway can be established or an unused connection in the brain can be activated.
“Parts of the brain can re-connect or another part of the brain can take over the function of the parts that are damaged,” explains Dr. Richard Senelick, author of Living with Stroke: A Guide for Families. “It takes practice.”
Practice Means Rehab  (and I would add "Rehab means Practice" or do it over and over, again and again. But don't do it so aggressively that it causes injury. Especially to the unaffected side. Been there before.)
“What drives the brain to re-connect, what drives other parts of the brain to take over the function, is deliberate practice. Dose matters,” Senelick says. “The amount of repetition, the amount of therapy drives the brain repair.”
When it comes to repairing damage after a stroke, early rehab is key, Senelick says. (The staff at UC Davis had me attempt to walk the third day after surgery. I was a shoo-in for the Ministry of Silly Walks, but I was trying.)
“The earlier the better with rehab,” Senelick says. “The key is what the family can do with a home program to continue with repetitions so you’re getting enough therapy.” (I've even had members of my family build my things to use at home that are used at PT.)
The Truth About Recovery Plateaus (The truth is: plateaus can be very depressing.)
Many stroke survivors may experience strong progress early on in their physical and occupational therapy programs.
“Early on, people tend to make more progress and then it slows down. It doesn’t mean they aren’t making progress. They have a slower rate of progress,” Senelick says. “You need to be diligent.” (My mind is always working, making predictions, for example: "if I'm this farm by now, by that month I should be able to…" Sometimes I like what I see and sometimes I don't. And when I don't I push harder, almost to the point of overdoing. Not a very good outcome. I have come to the realization that I am a ham. I like to show off. And PT gives me that opportunity. Also it adds additional physical recovery time. If you read the previous posting, I talk about that.)
And because neural plasticity can take place for years after a stroke, some stroke survivors will continue to see progress in their recoveries several years after a stroke.
“There are parts that are dying that never re-grow and parts that are damaged and by doing repetitive functional tasks it promotes re-growth,” Senelick says.
He urges stroke survivors who have hit plateaus with their current rehab program to be re-evaluated by a doctor or therapist. (I guess that's the reason my therapist sets goals and does evaluations periodically.)
“It’s important to get evaluated to find out if you have a reservoir of ability and if there is something else that can be done,” Senelick advises.
To get off a rehab plateau, it may mean beginning more aggressive types of therapy.
“Without therapy, people are self-limiting,” Senelick says. “People don’t do things that are too hard unless they are forced to.”

So I guess I'm back on the bike today. Not because it's hard or easy, but because I like being on the bike. Even if it's on the trainer.

Monday, August 04, 2014

This Week's Report

Well, here's what I failed to post last week. I've decided to get on the trainer once a week on Mondays. If I had posted numbers last week, there would be nothing to compare it with except your good numbers. I don't want to look that bad. So here we go:
This was a flat, distance driven, training exercise on an realaxiom trainer.

                              August 4, 2014       July 28, 2014
Duration:               15.04 minutes         32.59 minutes
Distance:                6.429 km                11.5 km
Average Power:      133                         103
Average speed        25.6 kph                 20.9 kph
Avg. heart rate:      115 bpm                  115 bpm
Performance:         1.16                         0.9
Elevation gain:        0                             0
Difficulty:               80%                        60%
Completion:            56%                       100%

As is apparent from the completion numbers I cut the workout in half this week. Last week a full half hour required a lot – and I mean a lot – of recovery time. Not just hours, but days. I can't afford that much time without some sort of exercise to keep me from locking up.

Also I have some good news to report on other fronts. I met and exceeded goals set for me by my physical therapist. So now we're working with more stress on balance. For example: walking without any form of support with my eyes closed. Not a lot of fun. The only thing I could think to compare this with is, oh – try hopping 40 feet on one leg with your eyes closed. Don't peak! Scary, huh?  I would suggest you doing this with knee, wrist, and elbow pads. Or someone running alongside to catch you. 

Although my left hand is still real stiff, I can almost point my index finger independent of all other fingers. And almost make a fist with my left hand without pain. On this speech front: I can talk for about 20 minutes without a too noticeable left side facial droop. And it has been discovered that I do have a severe hearing loss and qualify for hearing aids. As suggested earlier by Kathy, I'm an old man.


All in all, things are going well. And although I still get a bit down by the slow pace of recovery, I do still have it in mind to walk with Dan and Doug in October. Just have to nail down dates, times, and places. What would be really cool would be to ride the Jordan River trail on a recumbent trike. We will see.

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